MY CREATION

GIRL IN THE RAIN

2009-08-09T18:57:00.000+05:30

Dressed in a sundress
Under the pouring rain
She twirled around
Raising her hands to the air
Droplets fell onto her hair

Bare footed as she started dancing
Letting her hair free
She's the girl in the rain
The water numbed all her pain

Her grieve hidden behind a mask
She lifted her eyes to the sky
And started to dance
Throwing away all her sorrow
She started to smile again
She's the girl in the rain

Nobody knows who she was
No one knows where she came from
All they knew she was silent
Like the wind in everyone's hair

Soaked, wet and cold
Ignored, rejected and unappreciated
Like the roses in her hands
Wilted and dead
She let the rain fall onto her head
She's the girl in the rain

Everything was different
After she left
All they could remember
Time and time again
Silent from all her pain
She was the girl in the rain

FAREWELL . . . . !

2009-02-17T17:54:00.002+05:30

For all we know life can be so short
yet beautiful and meaningful
life in every level
in every experience
nothing can beat my high school life
I can't help but cry now
that is over and gone
wish i could stay here long
and remember all these years
the years that made me a better person
and molded me
to be a better individual
weaponed me with a another step
and that is college life
yet my highschool days
were really incomparable
and now I have to go
and not look back
for I am faced with another trial
and with this in mind
My dear Highschool mates
lets hold hand together
and whisper to God
Thank God for all these years
here we are
very much alive
ready now to face a different
stage of our lives....
but we will never forget
our highschool years
that serves as our training ground
for becoming more competetive individuals
and join the rat-race
to build our own tomorrows
I say farewell to all of you
but this is not the end
we will meet again
Farewell. . . . . !

HEALED HOLE. . . . !

2009-01-28T02:29:00.003+05:30

One day I dug a little hole
And put my hurt inside
I thought that I could just forget
I'd put it there to hide.

But that little hurt began to grow
I covered it every day
I couldn't leave it and go on
It seemed the price I had to pay.

My joy was gone, my heart was sad
Pain was all I knew.
My wounded soul enveloped me
Loving seemed too hard to do.

One day, while standing by my hole
I cried to God above
And said, "If You are really there
They say, You're a God of Love!

And just like that -- He was right there
And just put His arms around me
He wiped my tears, His hurting child
There was no safer place to be.

I told Him all about my hurt
I opened up my heart
He listened to each and every word
To every sordid part.

I dug down deep and got my hurt
I brushed the dirt away
And placed it in the Master's hand
And healing came that day.

He took the blackness of my soul
And set my spirit FREE!
Something beautiful began to grow
Where the hurt used to be.

And when I look at what has grown
Out of my tears and pain I remember
every day to give my hurts to Him
And never bury them again.

LOSS OF A FRIEND . . . . !

2009-01-05T15:24:00.000+05:30

How can the loss of a friend by choice
Hurt so much, cutting deep within my soul
How can I let pain have a voice?
I’m bored confused, yet enjoying it all
Lost a friend today, a friendship rather
To no fault but sheer ignorance
That an opened door like no other
Can shut faster than silence
No more friends. It's simpler
A new motto for the happy
Staying alone with no other
Never to say you’re sorry
Within second of that thought
We can all see the fallacy
That for others we have fought
So true friends we need, absolutely
Killing a friendship is like dying
We turn around and think
Why on earth did a small sting
Made us change in a blink

AM I ALONE. . . . . ?

2008-11-16T09:13:00.002+05:30

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

My doctor calls it depression,
my mom says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.

THE ME HIDDEN WITHIN

2008-10-30T13:24:00.000+05:30

This season is the time for happiness and cheer,
But look through my eyes and you will see a tear.

The words that I speak are never to be heard,
And all I want from you is your promising word.

No one ever listens to a word that I say,
All I need is for someone to point me into the traveling way.

Having no one to talk to makes the anger build within,
So I think hard and loud knowing I need to raise my chin.
I fight with myself all the time,
Wanting to do something but knowing it's a crime.

I just want all this anger within me to just come out,
I have this huge urge just to shout.

I just want to release the real me from being hidden within,
Sometimes I think all the things I do are a sin.

Please help release the me hidden within. . . . . . !

THE WRITINGS ON THE WALL

2008-10-27T02:08:00.000+05:30

I sit here all alone,
holding in all I have to say.
Can't someone see me crying here?
I cry here everyday.
I want to shout out why;
why I sit here and I cry.
But if someone gets to know the real me
they will leave me and just go on by
I 'm crying from the pain
If you're wondering why I'm feeling this,
you'll just have to continue to wonder.
To me it seems so clear;
I feel it's written on my face.
You try to read me,
but your guesses are so far out in space.
I try to get to the light,
but I still can't get out of the hall.
Can't you see me dying here?
The writing's written on the wall.

A THANX TO MY FRIEND

2008-10-27T01:40:00.000+05:30

Thank you for being there when I needed you...
and even when I didn't,

Thank you for being there through the good times...
and the bad,

Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams....
and my crazy ideas,

Thank you for catching me...
before I fell down,

Thank you for wiping away the tears...
when I was crying,

Thank you for cheering me up...
and making me laugh,

Thank you for all the great memories...
and the bad,

But most of all... thank you...
For being you!

THE MASK

2008-10-26T16:46:00.001+05:30

I hide behind a mask
You can't see my face
Looking at first glance
I'm in a happy place
The truth is, that's a lie
But you can't really tell
that in the back of my mind
I think the world should rot in hell
What's the point of living
If we are all going to die
What's the point of being happy
If in the end we're going to cry
But this is something no one sees
This is something no one knows
And yet deep inside of me
This feeling of hatred grows
So even though this mask reveals a happy side of me,
I use the mask as a shield to look at what others can never see.

TAKEN FROM ME

2008-10-26T15:12:00.000+05:30

I'm sitting here in my room, looking at your picture.
Wondering why you couldn't be a part of my future.
Uncontrolable tears stream down my face,
while my haret beat starts to race.
Asking god why he took you from my life,
it was more painful than stabing me in the heart with a knife.
I still needed you here
you were the one to make everything so clear.
you are apart of me and I am apart of you
when you died a partof me died too.
I never knew how hard it was to loose someone you love
until the day you went to heaven above.
Even though i can't see,
I know your up there watching over me .
I miss you more and more everyday
and all I can do is prau.
In my heart you shall forever remain.

FRIENDS. . . . !

2008-10-26T15:03:00.000+05:30

Friends
Friends smile at you.
They like your face.
They want to be with you
Any old place.

Friends have fun with you.
Friends share
They’re glad when you’re happy---
When you’re sad, they care.

If you’re a friend
Then you care, too.
That’s why your friends
Are glad you’re you!!!

b'day wishes by a friend

2008-10-26T14:23:00.000+05:30

On your birthday,
I wish for you the fulfillment
of all your fondest dreams.
I hope that for every candle
on your cake
you get a wonderful surprise.

I wish for you that
whatever you want most in life,
it comes to you,
just the way you imagined it,
or better.
I hope you get as much pleasure
from our friendship as I do.

I wish we were sisters,
so I could have known you
from the beginning.
I look forward to
enjoying our friendship
for many more of your birthdays.

I'm so glad you were born,
because you brighten my life
and fill it with joy.

Happy Birthday!